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Thursday, May 31, 2007

Second post for today....

Just came back not long ago, in the morning went to trim my hair and wash my clothes, iron my uniform and finally it done.... Actually was suppose have NDP duty at Kranji Camp but didn't go as need to attend a concert so late in the afternoon went for a mini concert at SSA HQ.... Overall was quite good.... And after the concert went home... So proud and happy of it that didn't eat rice for the past few days liao... I really want to lose weight in order to wear nice clothes and want to look nice in front of the mirror.... Hope by weekend i want to do my face threading and wax my bikini area lah.... Hee... So sian tomorrow need to work lah... Hope everything can goes smoothly... *beams* Now i have alot of thoughts to say but don know where to start from... Hai.... Shall stop here and have my bath.... Ciao.....

I am moody

Don know how to cheer myself up(can u cheer me up???)

Really don know wad to do next

Have been keeping my thoughts and feeling to myself

I do really want to tell u(u know who u r)

hur

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Hmmmm let me think, wad had happened for the past few days.... Thought that i will post my second entries on Sunday but didn't cos have to iron clothes.... I find that house chores and work there is no ending....
So on Monday things did went smoothly for me, never assist doctor for the whole day but bill pt for the whole day.... Luckily never shortage of money but things did happened to my college lah.... Really this month very suay lah!!!!( if u r interest i can tell u) Until everyone have a Forbes to close counter.... Than after work rush home and bath and after that went to see a doctor....
Than on Tuesday did not assist doctor but bill pt for whole day, and the clinic was light.... So after work i was told that have a last min changes for my assignment..... Bloody Hell!!!! Sometimes do really hate last min changes lah!!!!
So after work have dinner with my God-ma and my friend, we have Sushi for our dinner... Haha... Nowadays have been eating jappy fooood...... Really love jap foood man!!! And reach home at 9plus and bath and straight to my lovely beddd....
Yesterday assist doctor in the morning which is a last min thinggg.... So i teach one of the new staff how to assist doctor and etc.... Is great to teach new staff lei... Is Like senior teach junior that type of feeling.... Than in the afternoon answer incoming call and handles faxes.... But everything went so smoothly..... So after work clear some stuff before can have dinner with my god-ma.... As on Friday have to assist Onco clinic.... So after finishing our work we went to Hong Kong Cafe at near our work place.... Than we share our personal thoughts with each other..... Overall the food was SUPER YUMMY MAN!!!! And reach home at about 10plus.....
So for today is a Public Holiday **YEAH YEAH** so later part in the morning need to iron clothes and wash my clothes.... And have to attend a concert... I am still thinking should i trim my hair or not lah???? Feel like doing rebonding again cos in July have to attend my friend wedding... haha.... Should stop here.... Ciao

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Sunday, May 27, 2007

Well, suppose to blog yesterday but did not cos quite tired lah.... Yesterday was overslept for my SWE course and also was my first day of my period so took a cab which cost me $9plus.... Bloddy Hell this week i spent about 20plus for cab fare lah!!!! The Swe course was quite fun and the speaker told us something which was quite shock lah(anyone is interest can feel free to ask me, ya).... if i were to type it out will be a super long thing.... After course went to orchard to collect my shoes and Home Sweet Home... Have pasta for my lunch and after that prepare my script for my 4D meeting.... Than actually have NDP duty but i did not go cos have my 4D meeting... And yesterday was River Of Dreams first IMDR at Nee Soon Camp... Hope yesterday will be a success for them.... Next week will be Eternal Sun IMDR.... Than in the night went for my 4D meeting at Bedok than when is my turn to share my part of Gosho it went quite smoothly but abit nervous lah.... Phew is finally over man but every month have to share something is very stressful lah.... Than Home Sweet Home than suppose to meet Shirley for supper but did not lah.... Sometimes really pissed off last min changes lah!!!! But in the end i did not have anything for my dinner lor....
Than on Friday assist doctor in the morning and afternoon i sit at counter 3 and this counter which i need to bill pte pt and some of them r nice but some r not so nice and like so ya ya like papaya man... I thought will be a busy day for us cos normally Fri afternoon will be pack by pt but in the end billing side went quite smoothly.... Actually have youth ldrs meeting at Debbie house but i did not go partly don feel like going... I know is not good but WHO CARES right.... Than after work have dinner with my god-ma and something did happened to her and we was quite shock about it... Feel so sad for her.... We went to pizza hut and before that went to collect B-day cake for my mum... U see, i am such a good girl right... And Home Sweet Home....
On Thursday in the morning answer phone calls and in the afternoon bill pt man... Really so tired after my work man... Actually have NDP duty but i did not go cos my work stuff have not finish.... Have dinner with my god-ma after that Home Sweet Home...
So as for today suppose to meet her but in the end did not lah!!!! And went to take my basic theory... **YEAH YEAH YEAH** Finally i get it done.... Came back and do house chores..... I really hate my period lah... Always have stomach cramps and make me feel so uncomfortable lah....

I really miss u(do u really know???)

R we meant to be together

keeping alot of thoughts and feelings to myself

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Wednesday, May 23, 2007

Well, i shall blog now since i am free anyway.... This Week have been reporting work at 7plus cos this week start work at 8am... This is my first time start work at 8am.... So need to count money before the clinic start la.... Than this is the time that i saw pt standing outside the door waiting for us to open the door la... Really can't stand la.... Than today assist doctor as is a last min thing lah.... And a new staff tag along with me so i need to teach her how to run a clinic as in need to teach her wad form to prepare if a doctor ask wadever form... So in the afternoon at the billing counter, was so suay la (anyone who is interest i can tell u)... If i have to type will be a super long thingg lah.... Really some pt make me want to slap them and want to faint lah!!! Which make me super angry... ARGHHHH!!!! Than my Ah Yi and my biao mei came to look for me cos she bring my biao mei to hospital to have a vaccine than she made tapioca kueh for me to eat.... Than i share with my god ma and colleague... Was so Super Yummy man!!! Thanks Ah Yi!!!! And my parents went for a short trip... But they will be back Thursday night....
On Tuesday did not assist doctor for whole day and spend whole day at billing counter.... Than i sit beside my god-ma la... Was so good to sit at the counter for whole day cos all u have to sit in the counter and need not to assist doctor... Sometimes i don like to assist doctor cos need to run here and there lah... So after work have dinner with my god-ma and rush home cos have a meeting at Tampines which was near my house... Ya, i was late again la.... Than have a chat with Yolene and after that was my beeddd time.... I really love wad i wear to sleep.... Hee....
So on Monday sit in the counter and in the afternoon have last min changes which is assist doctor but all i have to do is to teach the new staff lor..... So everything was already done as in she have trace the c/s and etc.... Than half-way through came out to bill pt.... And have dinner with my god-ma and friends and Home Sweet Home....
On Sat night went D&D was quite fun and did not took much pic cos did not bring my cam lah.... YA than i was kana suan by Sister again... Shit La....
As for Sun wake up at 7am and my dad fetch us to Senja cos have something on at there.... So in the afternoon meet Shushan at Tampines and we have lunch and after that we find a place and have a chat cos so long did not meet up le.... Than was quite shock that she ask me a question.... haa... (anyone want to know can feel free to ask, ya) And i did reply her question..... Think i better stop writing..... So happy soon will get my pay liao.... hahaha....

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Saturday, May 19, 2007

Let me see wad happened for the past few days, i just finishing ironing includes my family clothes... hahaha.... U see, i am so guai right help my mum to do ironing... I hate to see loads of clothes which haven't iron!!! So yesterday after work accompany my friend for dinner cos she help us to count the money, so i must treat her better right... And after that i have dinner with Shirley at 800 plus and after that we went to Mac for a drink and guess wad i bum into my bro with somebody at Mac... hee.... Than i was listen to my friend wad happened during her training la.... I can feel that sometimes she was so stress up and sometimes she happy with her NDP training.... Girl if u r reading just tell u that don be so stress u can do it if u r running alone, ya... Just enjoy urself in every training and we only have about two more months till the actual day, okie.... Let us put our very best for each training..... And we reach home at 1am....
So on Monday work at 930am, so in the morning bill pt and in the afternoon assist doc and went back at 7plus cos need to count the money and have dinner with my friends and Home Sweet Home....
So on Tues also the same report work at 930am, whole day assist doctor and after that count money and i was so suay la, need to write memo due to excess of money.... This is the first time i write memo la.... Hope this will be the last time.... As usual need to count the money and have dinner with my friends... They r so sweet man wait for me till i off duty... Haha...
On Wednesday morning answering phone calls and in the afternoon bill pt and after work went for my meeting at Bedok... During the meeting was given a mission was to prepare Gosho for my 4D meeting... I was telling myself OMG so stress man cos is my first time to prepare Gosho la.... And Home Sweet Home...
On Thursday morning bill pt and something did happened la.... Really so suay lah!!!! I don wish to type it out cos it will be a very long...(anyone who is interest i can tell u) And have dinner with my family and my Malaysia uncle.... Home Sweet Home....
Actually today NDP training will be at Nee Soon Camp but due to my D&D so not going to my training.... In future training will be held at different camp for each item la... Shall end here... In few hours time will be going D&D le which is at Swissotel... Hope i will enjoy myself... haha..... Ciao....

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Sunday, May 13, 2007

Well, was quite busy for today, wake up at 12 plus and do some ironing and late in the afternoon attend a wake at Toa Payoh.... And stay there for one hour and came back alone cos my parents will need to stay a bit longer.... Than when i am back do ironing again and manage to iron a pile of clothes....

Than yesterday went for my facial app and after that went to Vivo City with my God-ma and friend and we watch "28 Weeks Later." Overall was quite nice... After the movie we have dinner at Carl's Junior and after that we have some shopping and i bought a wallet at River Island... Haha... I love it soooo much!!!! Than i went to my Auntie house at Hougang cos celebrate Mother's Day..... And have a great dinner at there cos the food is super yummy man... I love my aunt fry the chicken cutlet!!! My this aunt really know to cook man!!!! Esp when every CNY she always cook for us to eat la..... So guess wad again i was kana suan by my aunties la... After having my dinner, watching my aunties and my mum playing mahjong plus chatting with my cousin.... And we reach home at 11 plus......Shall stop till here... Ciao....

For the past few days been so moody

And nothing can make me happy

Is all because of u

Hope things get better day by day

Miss u

u really affected me

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Saturday, May 12, 2007

Just came back few hours ago, it has been coming a week which i did not update my blog cos was busy with my work.... So yesterday at work thing went so smooth and in the afternoon at billing counter and i sit next to my god-ma.... So after work went out for dinner with my God-Ma and with a few colleague... So after dinner went to Mac at United Square for a drink, we chat alot of stuff la and one of my close friend told me wad had happened in the office after when i say some thing out from my mouth.... And Home Sweet Home...
So on Sunday was spending at home doing ironing and pack my room.... It been long time never stay at home since don have things on that day and decide to stay at home which don look like me cos normally i don stay at home during weekends.... But overall it nice to stay at home.... Hee....
So on Monday when i am working something did happened which make me super pissed of which one of the staff... At the point of time really want to smack u la!!!(will tell u if anyone is interest).... My god-ma and one of my close friend will know wad am i talking about and know who is that bloody person!!!! So after work went straight home, bath and went to see a doctor lor.....
So on Tuesday assist doctor for the whole day la.... And have dinner with my God-ma and one of my colleague and Home Sweet Home....
So on Wednesday assist doctor in the afternoon and went quite smoothly....
But on Thursday in the morning did not went quite smooth, was being accuse for no reason la!!!! I told the whole thing to my god-ma and she did advise me... Thanks God-ma!!!!
So today i am not working and i will be enjoying my three sat off which start from this week but will need to work three shift.... I saw my assignment for next week was quite happy with it... Haha.... Shall end here, am quite tired now... Ciao.... Want to Watch Grasshopper Concert!!!!

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Sunday, May 06, 2007

Well, suppose to blog on friday but didn't cos by the time when i reach home was quite late... So yesterday went to work in the morning and guess wad i was late for work la.... Shit!!!! Than after work went out with my friend and after that went for NDP training..... Than one of the Wd send me home....
So on Fri assist doctor in the morning than in the afternoon answer in-coming call than half-way through was told to assist doctor lah.... Bloody Hell!!!!! I hate this type of last min changes..... So after work have dinner with my God-Ma and colleague and we ate Sushi at Novena Square... So nice and so yummy.... And all of us love the sushi at this place... And we chat and joke all the way.... Esp i make them happy and make them laugh through-out of our dinner.... Enjoy ourselves and Home Sweet Home... Really love jap food and craving nowadays.... So on Thursday assist doctor for whole day..... Than after work went home...
On Wednesday assist doctor in the afternoon and stay back for awhile to clear up my stuff and rush home cos meet up with Shirley Oh and Debbie.... So when i reach home quickly bath and changed and luckily that my bro fetch me to the meet up place.... It was great to meet up with them and they did encourage me... Thanks Gal..... And we went home at 10 plus.....
And now i am feeling to tired so shall stop here... And have my beauty sleep.... Ciao....

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Wednesday, May 02, 2007

<<你很爱他>> By F.I.R

当你决定
你要离开我
我没有说什么
就当作你自由
有好几次
我都想忘了
苦酒也没有用
就当作是寂寞
只有我能明白
他的温柔
对你是种解脱
其实要告诉我
只是你的最爱
其实你很爱他
对我的惩罚
说你没有想他
谁可怜我吧
我也没有借口
只能放手
不敢奢求
你说爱我
其实你很爱他
他很温柔吗
其实你很想他
就说出口吧
我也不想多说
捂住耳朵
不想再次听到你说
你很爱他
其实你很爱他
对我的惩罚
说你没有想他
谁可怜我吧
我也没有借口
只能放手
不敢奢求
你说爱我
其实你很爱他
他很温柔吗
其实你很想他
就说出口吧
我也不想多说
捂住耳朵
不想再次听到你说
你很爱他
你很爱他

<<一下下>>

同恩词：小寒曲：黄韵仁制作：陈玉

最後一班悬浮火车

满载悬在空气中的不舍

我们却像陌路旅客

在月台分开站着毫无牵扯

现在的我能说甚麽

徘徊你们之间的流浪者

说决定心是给你的

却要你给我留下来的许可

我只想再哭一下下

把记忆彻底地分化

等哭完我就会回家

眼泪我会替自己擦

我只想再哭一下下

假如你不反对的话

以後我不会再牵挂

可知我有多努力啊

只有这办法

才不再想他

一下下

我希望你是谅解我的

感动过的痕迹很难割舍

一颗心就要爱你了

暂停一下并不算出尔反尔

我只想再哭一下下

把记忆彻底地分化

等哭完我就会回家

眼泪我会替自己擦

我只想再哭一下下

假如你不反对的话

以後我不会再牵挂

可知我有多努力啊

我只想再哭一下下

把记忆彻底地分化

等哭完我就会回家

眼泪我会替自己擦

我只想默哀一下下

假如你不反对的话

以後我不会再牵挂

可知我有多努力啊

只有这办法

才不再想他

i really love these songs, meaningful and nice... haha.... Yay, i will post more songs.... So stay tune, ya.... Really miss K man.....

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Tuesday, May 01, 2007

Ya, so long i never blog cos busy with work and sometimes came back late so did not blog.... Yesterday after work rush back cos need to attend NDP07 meeting at near my house luckily my bro send me there.... Overall was great as we saw the video tape which they record last training and put up for us to watch.... Than i get my NDP t-shirt which every training need to be wear... But anyway the t-shirt was nice.... So after the meeting, i meet her at SSCC and we walk to Tampines Mall and she tell me something... haha... Went to watch Mid-night movie with Shirley at Tampines Mall, we watch "Wild Hogs"..... It was funny, nice and good thing that i did not sleep during the movie.... hee... And Home Sweet Home.....
Let me see wad had happened for the past few days..... Than Last Wednesday and Thursday assist doctor lah..... And On Friday after work have farewell dinner with some of my colleagues cos one of them is leaving us..... We went to Makansutra at Esplanade..... The food is great but all of us chat and joke all the way..... And Home Sweet Home after that....
So on Sat went to work and after that have lunch with my god-ma plus some of the colleagues, i was quiet and my god-ma say y am i so quiet which don look like me, than she say she miss my old me.... haha.... Maybe is my period which make don feel like talking or wadever... Than after that i went for my NDP training at Kanji Camp than when they brief us that we might have our training venues either at Nee Soon Camp or Mandai Camp... Well still need to wait till further notices ba.... Than did not wait for Shirley and went home alone but after that she call me to go and eat supper at Tampines Mall.... Than she always complain about her NDP thing lor..... Girl don complain too much ok, just enjoy ur training and on the actual day u will find it will be a memory for u as this year is ur first time be a trainer..... U should be happy that u can take part in NDP 2007....
Than on Sunday wake up early cos have a Youth Gathering at MTA and i was late la..... Well a YMD share his Testi, when i listen i find it was so fantastic(will not type cos is super long and anyone is interest i will tell u.) Than After meeting have lunch with Cuilian and Jiahui, we went to Billy Bombers at Century Square, as usual we chat alot lor and we stay at the place about 3hrs, this is my first time spend so many hours at the place cos we long time did not catch up with each other liao and we left the place and i meet up with Shirley and we wen to Orchard to buy my stuff and after that we went to Sake Sushi at City Hall for dinner lor... Did not eat alot.... But the sushi was nice and Yummy Man!!!!
Than today is a PH and just finish ironing clothes.... Now listen and practice my vocal..... Now craving for Sushi.... Well i am going to take my basic theory soon...... Shall stop here... Ciao.....

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